Thursday, May 27, 2010
my journey
TiredI do not know what has overcomed me recently. Been very very tired for the past few days. Think is due to girls' stuffs.. Oh well~
My life has been suited to just work & family nowadays.. Now that i think back, i haven't been going out or having fun for months. But in exchange, i've achieved what i want to achieved in work today. It can be considered a good news though.
Been seeing less & less of B lately. SUPER sadded. There's still a lot of things i want to do with him still but the list ain't going short each time.
I've been missing the feeling of having someone to accompany for para para for a long long time... In the past................... Shall stop here.
Hmm.. My 2 collegues is leaving the office on Monday. This meant ICE-CREAM! However, our office will be real quiet & would be left only me. Kind of bored huh. Back to the old life.. ==
Emo
Argh.. ANW.... I WANT TO GO OUT & PLAY!
Labels: BORED
♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥
1:41 PM
Monday, May 17, 2010
my journey
Happy EndingHappy ending?? Is this really a happy one??
"Janice!! STOP BEING SO SELFISH!"
Okok.. =p Oh well~~ Since i expected everything, then i should accept it right? =) Yes, i should.
Anw, B failed his BTT agn.. == Baka.. HAHA. He gg kill me if he sees this. XD
AIYA! I want him to quickly pass leh. Hmm.. I believe he'll be able to do it the next time! YES! have confidence in him! Haha. Jy wor darling!! =*
Siying leaving our office already.. Hmm...~
-Deep in thoughts-
Labels: gd or bad?
♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥
8:51 PM
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
my journey
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Nice song! By Lin Jun Jie, JJ! Heh. SUPER NICE! Something diff than the other songs... Addiction.
Hmm... I don't understand why i couldn't get enough of meow. LOL! I always re-love him over & over again. Basket addiction... GRRR...~~
Oh well.. Power of L.O.V.E! XD
But i have to admit... I love his BODY! HAHA! -drool-
Labels: cute, misses
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11:02 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
my journey
Memories
As i was talking what happened in the past, it made me think back to that time.
What exactly happened?
I am, in fact, still pissed over what happened. Why can't you just apologise? Why can't you just admit your mistakes?
If you did, things will never be like what it is today. Things would turn out differently. How differently it'll turn out? I'll never know too. As things would never go back to how it was anymore.
I was thinking.. What if i let it be? What if i just let you held my hands? What if i just let you held me? What if i just let myself fall? What if i just let you... kissed?
What will really happened to us? To me? To meow?
Do i really want to know? Do i need to know?
...
...
I'm unsure. But i know i nearly fell into that pit. But i didn't.
You were the one that held me back.
Thanks darling.. Yes. You are the one. The one force that always pulled me back. I did not fall into that pit as i couldn't picture myself seeing you alone, sad, hurt.. All because of me. I cannot take it. My heart breaks always when i think about it.
However.. I'm always bored without you beside me.. I always wanted you to be beside me doing all the things i wanted, but you weren't able to do so. Maybe if you have a car, would it turn out better?? HAHA! Okok. Better don't say too much. =x
Ya.. He were able to do so. But darling won't able to do so. But i DON'T MIND! XD As i love him so! =) ALWAYS!
I hope time would always stay like always. Like before. I'm still wondering how long we'll last. =D
p.s. I think i'm having a little flu. =p
Labels: cute
♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥
8:54 PM
