Yes. That thorn in my heart. Just when i thought it has been removed, here it starts to hurt again. That's when i realised everything isn't what i seems. The thorn has always been there. The pain has just been numbed. Nothing has been cured from the start.

I wonder what he meant when he said: "I regret"? Does it meant something more?

I wonder... Does he really love her? Or he is together with her because she likes him? Just as i expected. Tsk! "Yes. You are right. You were always right..." I know because i'm a girl, a woman. I have sharp woman's intuition. That's what i've always been saying.

As for the LS, i was right. He took up LS because of me. I'm the inspiration. He could swim faster than any others, he's the fastest in Rope-throwing out of all the team members.. Thanks to me.

He said that i didnt mention much about me in the past. But... It doesnt make any difference anymore now does it? What if he knows now? There's no use anymore. =/

Yes. Does it sounds a bit... ME?! Yes! That's the part which i don't get it! Why everything is about me me ME?!

I know that i myself was very angry with him at 1 point of time. If you look back into one of my post in the January, you would know how so DAMN pissed i was with him then. But why i just can't be angry with him and forget about him once and for all and just think of how such as ass he is instead of keep looking back at all his good points???

Maybe because he did so much things before? And yes, everything's just for me.

Yes. Just by letting you step even 1 foot into my life is a wrong decision. Consequences would be undesirable if i've let u step both feet into my life.