Sunday, December 26, 2010
my journey
Move on
It's been quite some time since that break up. And i think its time to move on. Time taken should not be too long as i'm already prepared for this whole situation even before the break up. Now it's the time.
Thanks for everything you had done for me in this whole of 3 years. I've cherished every moment of it and would keep it deep within my heart. That would always be the most precious memories.
Today is 26, the day after Xmas. It marks the end of a pain and start of a new happiness. =) I can finally announce something that i've affirmed about: i've got someone in mind.
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9:22 AM
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
my journey
Exams overrrrYes! Over! =)) Least there won't be anymore exams till the next semester! =D Just want to enjoy my time for now. HEEX~!
This Saturday PARTY!
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8:41 PM
Monday, November 29, 2010
my journey
HurtIt hurts so much to think that i've been waiting but it seems like all is gone for nothing. =/
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11:10 PM
Friday, November 26, 2010
my journey
Still living on.Yes. I am still living on. Seems like he's having a hard time. =/
I feel like i'm getting fatter. XD or is it just my illusion??
2 more papers. =D
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6:53 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2010
my journey
PostsWhat the hell i've been posting for these past few days?? == Makes no sense. Especially the last post.
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9:48 AM
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
my journey
RE1102Not bad. Better than my first Fked up paper.
I sense a flu coming... Is it or is it not? =/
Hh called me today. Weird.. == Asked me to pei him go town. Crazy. Got Jamie liao, still want to go out with me. Even if Jamie isn't free, i don't think Jamie would even want him to go town with me. Her face would definitely turn charcoal black. Crazy Hh. Don't know what the hell is he thinking.
3 more papers to go. Ending of week. Is he coping well??
Fk the sneezes i'm having.
The food aromas in Manpuku is damn DAMN tempting. -DROOL-
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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥
8:32 PM
Monday, November 22, 2010
my journey
RE1101Srew it upside down and all over again. FK.
Wonders how he's coping with his first day of week. =/ Hope everything is fine for him.
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1:11 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
my journey
EndureI'm wearing a mask. Or rather, i'm on anesthetic. Fk. I'm forcing myself to feel things.. To feel happy things when i'm not at all.
I'm running away from my problems.
But.. That's the only way. The only way to make myself feel better and not letting him, the people that cares for me so much , worried..
I know both of us are undergoing the worst time of our lives. Endure.. Endure.. It's gonna be over soon. Soon...
I miss you.
Do you?
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10:36 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
my journey
Un-complicated
All is over. Yes. O-V-E-R.
"i've un-compliacte you" He still knows that he's the only one with the authority to un-complicate me.
He did it. In a harsh and hard way. No more baby. No more nei. No more meow. Just elvis.
It hurts. So much within. But i'm not crying. I wonder why. Guess i've been numbed. But it hurts so much just to breathe now. I miss him even more now.
Why? Why are you so sweet to me only at the last moment of this whole relationship. Whole of 3 years. It's been so long. So long i've heard your sweet whisperings. I admitted i was soften when i see your sweet words, but... What's got to come, ultimately has to come.
You brought that matter up, and we ended it. Guess this really is a happy ending for both of us?
Is it? Or is it not? =/
There's still love between us. Much more left. But we just got to let it go. Get it packed. And keep into our little hearts..
Whatever it is, i just hope you'll be fine. Whenever you aren't, don't worry, I'll be there for you. Just a word from you, i'll be there. Don't be afraid to fall back as i'll be there to catch you when you fall.
I meant every word i said. When you've grown to be a changed man, come back and look for me. Maybe we'll be able to change our ending..
This is the last time tillt then i'll be saying this..
I love you. I really do.
Goodbye, my love, my sweetheart.
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8:41 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2010
my journey
Was it ever like this?All along. Has it always been like this? Now.. I seemed to be so unimportant to you. Am i? You are able to lead your life on properly without me. You are used to leading a life without me in your life already.
Am i so insignificant? Guessed i'm just it.
Guessed we are just over with it.
Jia you for your project.
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4:51 PM
