Again




We previously had a deal. You ask me for permission to play before deciding. It doesnt seem to be this way anymore. Now is: you tell me your decision of playing not asking me anymore.


I tell you to return early. For your own good. Now? Ha! You never heed my advice.


Wanted to stop you was for your own good. But i understand that this is the way of spending time with your friends, i respected that and i allowed that. i nvr stopped u as well. But why are you doing this to me?


You know i hated it. You know i meant what i said. You know i'm serious about it. You still commit it. Thanks huh.


Why don't you change?


Let's see. You didnt call e back when you said you would after you left. I called you. You didnt pick up. Let's guess. Guilty??


Conclusion?


Seriously, you know i love you so much, please don't hurt me like this. Continuously. I don't know what i'll do when i've gone out of control. I think you wouldn't want it to happen as well.


HIAZ............................................


Still thanks to my cousin and Edwin for trying hard to cheer me up, making me cool down. Though it doesn't help out much, but still, thanks.


Anyway, i watched Inception with Siong Siong. Like finally. It's really nice but still confusing. Those who haven't catch it, should catch some time soon. It's been out for so long but many people are still watching it in the movies.

LOVES~

I'm leaving Prestige Search on 3rd Aug. This is a relieve to me. =) Like finally. AH~~~ nice~~

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 11:10 PM

Sick


Do NOT be alarmed. I'm not sick. I'm just sick of my work already.


I'm tired of client doing stuffs that is uncommon sense such as letting the candidates read through the service agreement their head office had with us. I'm sick of bitchy and bastardy senseless candidates coming to our office to create a scene. I felt fked up with candidates not being able to complete a short 6 months attachment just because they are pampered back at their hometown.


My phone will ring non-stop from morning to night. From weekdays to weekends. From my non-off days to my off-days.


I hate days the most when i'm on leave, one of the important manager is on leave as well. Another is out most of the time, busying around as well. Leaving 2 newbies back in the office, handling everything. GREAT!


HIAZ... WHY~~ I think i got a hell of shit to clear tomorrow when im back in the office... =(


I'm starting to detest my work. Feeling really fked up.


I want a break! I NEED a break!!!!


Thanks to darling for accompanying me for dinner just now. It really get things off my mind, thought he kind of being an idiot at the start trying to add oil to fire, making me more fed up when i confide in him about my work problems. I know he meant well though. Heex..


I like the way he tries to share my burden no matter is work, personal or family. (hope some actions can be done as well.. =p) MUCH MUCH appreciated.


My tensed up body went into relax mode when we sat on the bench which we always sat on, talking about our future and everything. It's really sweet.


I love him. He's my remedy. =)


"OUCH! Kena bitten by a bug everywhere. FK"


Dada's b'dae is coming too!!! "Happy Birthday my Darling...~!!" -loves- "I love you always...! =) Muacks!"


p.s. please come quickly.

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 9:59 PM