Simplicity


I miss you.

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 10:04 PM

Realisation


Now i know everything clearly. I feel kind of blind.. LOL!


You know it, i know it. You understand, i understood-ed, and that's it. Nothing more. For the sake of each other, we did what's best for each other. I don't wanna lose you as a friend and vice versa. So let's just stay cool as it is for now. =)


I don't care what would happen if i'm not whatsoever now or in the future. I just wanna cherish the now which is much more important to me. No friendships would be forsaken because of relationships. That's what i said in the past and i would still say it now. I'll abide to my promise. But of course, as long as i think that you are worth it, i would still do it.


Just like this one person that i was so close to her before, made me feel like she's not worth what i said anymore. I'd automatically strike her off my list. She'd changed drastically till i don't know what's becoming of her anymore.


The world is scary. Once exposed without any protection, you would forget your roots so easily till it's kind of scary. You don't know who you are anymore and what you were before. It makes one blind so easily and so slowly.


Well~, just as i thought i had gotten over hh, there's one person that has a similar facial feature to him appears in my course and in the same class of one of my module in school!!! FK! WHY~~??!?!? =(


Why i just can't get away from this chain!?! HIAZ~

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 3:41 PM

Now! That's me and my darling cousin~ =) Super lurbes him! Always protecting me even in the clubs.

Lastly, my SUPER DARLING lover! =) He don't go dancing with me la. But he always worried about me whenever i go clubbing and would stay up and wait for my call before i go to sleep no matter how late it'll be.

Okok. Back to topic. Dance.

The photo above shows the dance scene i love the most in Step Up 3. The water dance scene. SUPER COOL! OMG!! Especially Moose! Woots~ COOOOOOOLLLLLLL! =)

But i still think the plot of the movie is not as good as Step Up 2 or maybe 1 as well. But the dance totaly rocks!

My body is starting to itch. DIE! =(

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:16 PM

Realization


We had a great FUN night at nicky's place and at ZOUK on last Saturday. Totally rocks! I really love that bunch of friends i have. In front of them, i can just be myself freely without any restrictions. =) I just love them ttm. I won't allow this friendship to break no matter what happens.


My darling cousin Eugene is super cute. He said he kept having the thought that JC kids are all nerdy kind. XD Well..~ He's terribly WRONG! =p My bunch of friends are all party kinds. Seek to have fun while studying at the same time. =) The main reason is that i cant stand nerdy kids. Heex.


Something cropped up on that night as well.... But still.. No matter what may come by, i still love you guys!


After spending 2 crazy Saturday nights consecutively with them, makes me kind of hard to not see them for even one week. XD


This feeling is weird. But it's delicate. I'm sipping it up softly to enjoy this feeling. =)

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:23 PM

Misunderstanding


Before the end of my work, i can't wait for work to end asap. When it has ended, i can't bear to leave. After i left, i can't wait to end any of my relationship with Prestige. == WTF?


I realised it was really difficult for me to continue working for Prestige when i've left the office. There would definitely be lots of misunderstandings and miscommunications as from the start, i've been handling everything by myself without any help. Hence, once my manager take over, she surely couldn't keep up with what i've left off.


That's when the quarrels and misunderstandings will brew. I really don't wanna end up like the previous 3 of them as i, myself, feels that they are really irresponsible and fked up. But if this thing goes on, i think i'll end up being like them. Thus, i must put an end to this asap.


My BTT is tomorrow. SIANS~ Just went kampong ampat today to close Din Tai Feng with one candidate. When i've returned home, my manager smsed me saying she'd emailed me another candidate for DTF in the night. I was like... WTF!?!?!?


Kampong ampat is such a ULU PANDAN place leh??!?! Hate going there as it's so inaccessible and i can't even claim cab fare!!!


I've also calculated my profit and loss if i continue with this job during my studies. My loss seems to outweigh my profit. I've to pay my own telephone bill and transport fee, which amounts up to $200/mth? What about the time i spent???!! ==


Much that i want to have an income during my studies but this just cannot work out. Somemore the stress that will come together as a package with my work, i think that will kill me thoroughly. -shakeshead-

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 10:03 PM

AGAIN!

Hiaz... Super tiring... We fought over the same reason but for different issues. HIAZ~ WHY~?!?!?!

I did explain to him the reason to it. But he didn't seem to get it. I decided not to talk to him at all. Till i went to the police station today.

There's an evil thought that came into my mind. "I shall make him worry." Well.. i did it. Successfully. Just tell him "At police stn now." A call just come naturally. CUT OFF! I purposely ddint' wanna pick up.

I know i'm evil. But... Oh well~~ Who asked him to treat me this way? He still thinks it's not a valid reason to be angry about... GRRR~~ ELLO??? If there's anything happen to you or if i cannot get to you in any other way, what am i suppose to do?? I'll be super worried SICK!

You don't even understand. You don't want to admit it till i've to resort to this.

Glad you changed. Tonight when you are going out again, you did informed me. =) I'm happy. I don't plan to ask further.

Just to remind you, my baby, to: return home early and take care of himself. I'll be waiting for him online. Tt's it.

Well. Least now he understands. =)

Just remember b... Whatever i do, i always think for you first. Don't have any doubts. It's not i wanna find things to quarrel with you. It's just that i truly care. If i don't ask or question, you won't even bother to tell me.

I love you. =*

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:04 PM

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 11:17 PM