Realisation


Now i know everything clearly. I feel kind of blind.. LOL!


You know it, i know it. You understand, i understood-ed, and that's it. Nothing more. For the sake of each other, we did what's best for each other. I don't wanna lose you as a friend and vice versa. So let's just stay cool as it is for now. =)


I don't care what would happen if i'm not whatsoever now or in the future. I just wanna cherish the now which is much more important to me. No friendships would be forsaken because of relationships. That's what i said in the past and i would still say it now. I'll abide to my promise. But of course, as long as i think that you are worth it, i would still do it.


Just like this one person that i was so close to her before, made me feel like she's not worth what i said anymore. I'd automatically strike her off my list. She'd changed drastically till i don't know what's becoming of her anymore.


The world is scary. Once exposed without any protection, you would forget your roots so easily till it's kind of scary. You don't know who you are anymore and what you were before. It makes one blind so easily and so slowly.


Well~, just as i thought i had gotten over hh, there's one person that has a similar facial feature to him appears in my course and in the same class of one of my module in school!!! FK! WHY~~??!?!? =(


Why i just can't get away from this chain!?! HIAZ~

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