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ME
the girl

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JAN
-19 gg on 20
-D.O.B: 25.01.1991
-ice-cream girl (esp my love for B&J)
-sports & music is my life
An ordinary girl.


We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.

Blogs
the exits

Meow
Yong Teck Lau
Yi Han aka Hannie
Vanda
Ze Hui
Javine darling
Alan aka dua nei bu
Cheng Kang
Aminah
Cai Ling
Chin Yang
De Hong
Estee
Farshad
Gary Liang
Guan Hui
Jin Ming
Kenny
Zerlina
Moses
Si Ling
Xiao Qian
Alvan
Shawn poh
Amelin
Aaron Poh
Hoon
Atiqah
Yun Jie
Yee Ling
Amanda
Hongyu
Alfred
Nicky
Yi Ting
Eugene Darling








Memories
the past

January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


Countdown
Looking Forward To..


2 YEARS & 11 MONTHS
-4 days-

days

Restaurants with cattie:
1. Sakura
2. Bakerzin
3. Yuki Yaki
4. Sushi Tei
5. Hotel Rstnt
6. Some eating places by the sea? =D
7. Dining on the flyer


CREDITS
Designer : DEAD-dolliie

tagboard
the speech


Wednesday, September 29, 2010
my journey

Excited




I'm super excited about Saturday's event!! ^^ It's gonna be like super FUN! Hongyu's gonna get drunk, Darling as well... Then i'm planning to get nicky drunk as well!! MUAHAHAHA!




So my evil plan goes like this... First round fight: The Birthday Boys (Hongyu and Darling) PK! Since Darling is a GOOD drinker, he'll be in charge in getting Hongyu drunk first. But oh well! As Nicky will be drinking along to get into the fun as well.... -evil thoughts-




"DING DING!" -Hongyu's down-




Second round fight: Reasonably good drinker Nicky PK with GOOD drinker darling. As Darling's alcohol tolerance sure better than Nicky, Nicky will be down this time round as well~!!


"DING DING!!!' -Nicky's down-


Lat finale: As Darling will be almost gone then, I'll be the last chess piece to bring him down! MUAHAHA!


'DING DING!!!!!!!' -Darling's down-


LOL!! FUN! So, we are ordering 2 bottles of Black Label, some jugs maybe and a beer as finale! Darling sure down!!! HAHAHHA!


Will keep you guys updated about the real thing that happens tomorrow night!! Keep a lookout at my blog! =p

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 10:34 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2010
my journey

Sadness


Originally, i thought today would be a happy day. It was meant to be. Till... =( Argh... Whatever. I don't know.


I seriously thought everything would be over. But it doesnt seem to be so.


I know miss-es is unavoidable. However, i hope it'll be fine for him soon. =/

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:24 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2010
my journey

Happiness


I'm always so happy being out with my darling cousin~! =) Had so much much fun with him as usual! Each time going out with him i learnt a lot of new things. We can like talk crap and basically everything under the sun.


He's just like my Younger bro, my elder bro, my lover, my bouncer, my cousin, my teacher, my student, my "maid", my..... LOL! TOO MUCH TO SAY! >.<


Went Sentosa yesterday with him. It was like... Sighz... I feel like i'm in Hawaii sia!! =p Went to Cafe Del Mar. Maybe that explains why? Heex...


Well~ Below are 2 pictures that i LOVE a lot lot lot~! =))


This was taken after our first swim. Location: Outside Raffles Hotel. (My sunglasses are just so cool~ HAhAHA!)

This was taken after our first Sentosa trip. Location: Vivo City Roof. We were watching sunset together!! =)



P.s. After all i've said above, I also love my Meow Meow BB as well~ =)) Muacks! Oh Oh! And i got darling cousin to get hooked on "One In A Million-Neyo"!! YES! XD

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:36 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2010
my journey

24/09/2010


Yes! 2mr's the day! =)) -excited excited- It has been like AGESSSSSSS since i last went to Sentosa!!! >.<


Prays fervently that 2mr do NOT rain!

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 9:59 AM

Wednesday, September 22, 2010
my journey

Thorn in my heart


Yes. That thorn in my heart. Just when i thought it has been removed, here it starts to hurt again. That's when i realised everything isn't what i seems. The thorn has always been there. The pain has just been numbed. Nothing has been cured from the start.



I wonder what he meant when he said: "I regret"? Does it meant something more?



I wonder... Does he really love her? Or he is together with her because she likes him? Just as i expected. Tsk! "Yes. You are right. You were always right..." I know because i'm a girl, a woman. I have sharp woman's intuition. That's what i've always been saying.



As for the LS, i was right. He took up LS because of me. I'm the inspiration. He could swim faster than any others, he's the fastest in Rope-throwing out of all the team members.. Thanks to me.



He said that i didnt mention much about me in the past. But... It doesnt make any difference anymore now does it? What if he knows now? There's no use anymore. =/



Yes. Does it sounds a bit... ME?! Yes! That's the part which i don't get it! Why everything is about me me ME?!



I know that i myself was very angry with him at 1 point of time. If you look back into one of my post in the January, you would know how so DAMN pissed i was with him then. But why i just can't be angry with him and forget about him once and for all and just think of how such as ass he is instead of keep looking back at all his good points???



Maybe because he did so much things before? And yes, everything's just for me.



Yes. Just by letting you step even 1 foot into my life is a wrong decision. Consequences would be undesirable if i've let u step both feet into my life.


Whataya want from me!!?!?!

p.s. i still love u though my bb and darling.. =)

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 10:06 AM

Monday, September 20, 2010
my journey

Friday


Cant wait for Friday to come! =) Count down. 4 more days. Wished time could fly past and Friday can quickly arrive! Heex..


-prays it don't rain-

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 2:30 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2010
my journey

Happy Day


Yes! It's another happy day again today folks!! =) I went out with my dearest cutie cousin (points below)


-Huggies?-

-AHH!- NO!!!

to botanic gardens in the morning, had breakfast at Halia located within Botanic. The ambience was not bad while the food was SUPER NOT BAD!!! -thumbs up1!!- =)



The famous pavillon at The Botanics! Something that i wanna c for long! Finally! =)

Abv, is one of the scenery that i caught it down at Botanic. Isnt it just... GREAT?! (darling seems to be finding gold in the waters XD)


We had like... Some seafood roll with some green sauce nachos. After meal dessert: caramelised banana wrapped with crepe topped with whipped cream, toasted nuts, caramel and CHOCOLATE!! YUM YUM!

-This is good shit! LOL!-
Had a great start off meal for the day.


After the meal, we cabbed to Cineleisure. Watched 2 movies. The Shock Labyrinth:House of Horrors and Vampires Suck. Heex~~ After that we went to grab some bite
at Xin Wang's. There's an old saying: Eat dou hua, your skin will get smooth. XD so we ordered one whole big bucket of Dou Hua! HAHAHA!

Darling's blurred face..... ==

Cabbed back to Pasir Ris cos i wanna send darling back to his home for lyk once. =)


Glad he's happy today. And i'm happy today!! But darling booked in tonight. =(( He has live firing tomorrow. T_T


I guess i can only be texting and talking to him like on Monday. HIAZ~~ SIANS!


Oh well~ Recess week is this week. I'm like going Sentosa on Fri and group hangout on Sat with my fav bunch of people!! Excited! However, this means i have to chiong on whole of this week. Like run everyday whenever i can? Yes! YES! Jia you Janice!


Excited about Fri's Sentosa with my darling cousin. ^^

Tt's just the 2 of us to end off! ^^ Adieu!

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 10:58 PM

Friday, September 17, 2010
my journey

Happy Girl


I'm a happy and.. sad gal today. For the first time, i cried when bb hit me. Yes. You didn't read it wrongly. He did hit me. On my butt. == But he didnt mean to make me cry though. He was so surprised that i cried. XD Then he started to panick. HAHA!


Actually i didnt expect myself to cry one. Think recently got too much stuffs going on. Emotions overflow. Plus this is the first time he hit me lyk so many times at 1 go and walked away. T_T


Then i started to pout. And cry. =( He started to comfort me and everything. HAHAH! But tears just keep flowing out non-stop.


All these started becos we were playing umbrellas. Then i accidentally hit his forehead. Got a slight bump. Then he started hittng my butt saying "play la play la!" -piack piack!-


I know.. That sounds lyk an adult trying to educate a small kid. == But i started laughing at him when he showed me his bump. XD den i started massaging his bump. But was laughing and crying at the same time. LOL!!!


Well~ I stopped completely after awhile though. =)) And punished him to piggyback me and carry me. HAHAHAHAA! -happy happy-


This baka buta! My sweet lover~ =) Love him!


My monthly business came today~ Pain pain~ T_T However, this spells good news as well as this means i'm going Sentosa on Friday!! And i'm able to enter the waters!! =D YUPPIE!!

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 7:45 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2010
my journey

Better


Yes. I'm feeling better already.. Even though having a hug together with a kiss would be much better. XD


Just had my first teppanyaki dinner with nicky~ =) It was so cool!!! There was foie gras as well~!! OMG! So nice!! My first time!


Well~ All goodness have turned into fats yo. == But that dinner did brighten me up!


Oh!! And AND!! I didnt expect myself to hear my darling's voice so early today! Was super happy!! ^^ He really cheered me up. He's SUPER cute today as well!!!


Tomorrow would be bb's turn.. Wonder what would he do to cheer me up.... hmmm~~

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 9:27 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2010
my journey

Family Matters


A family has to become like this. Why? I'm the middleman. Stuck in between. Conclusion? I'm the one that suffers. == FK IT!


Seriously, why can't bth sides just sit down and talk things out once and for all?? Why must you guys play this kind of games?? Whatever it is, why must you guys involve me?!


I want to just burrow all my sorrows and frustrations and whatever crap there is all in a hug, a kiss, a... ARGH! i duno. FK IT! (2nd time. ==)


Miss you... Hell lots... -weeps softly within-

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 6:49 PM

Monday, September 13, 2010
my journey

Matters of heart 2


Hiaz....... What to do? Now i kinda regret encouraging him to do tt. Seeing him so sad makes my heart hurt. It's worst whn i can't be ther for him at a time lyk tis!!!! ARGH!! FK SAF!!


-worried worRIED WORRIED-


.


.


.


SHIT.


Still, he's the best i've ever had. So pls god, do protect him well. Thank you for not letting him just slip by my side.


He's my family. I love him.

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:53 PM

my journey

Matters of heart

Done. Now i kinda regret it. == crap. But still... I like it. Least it helps. =/ Tt's confirmed. =)

Hope you are alright....

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:13 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2010
my journey

Heart


Messed up. =/ I need reconfirmation.

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 8:22 PM

Wednesday, September 8, 2010
my journey

Friday

1+ day left!!! =D though it's not much difference to me as i dun hav to even go to sch on fri in the 1st place... but~ I'm able to meet darling couz to go shopping!! =) Happy happy! I feel like i'm machiam small kid lyk tt whneva im with him. LOL!


Yesterday, meow "accompanied" me to Kampong Ampat. Yes, tt ULU PANDAN place again.. Sucks.. But oh well~ And he came down waiting for me with nice Java Chips from Starbucks+some pancake-like Choco-banana filing~ SUPER NICE! Maybe cos i was hungry at that pt of time.


We nearly quarelled at Tai Seng MRT. LOL! Over taking bus or MRT. .... I know it's stupid.. Ok la.. i admit partly was my fault.. But but... =/ Heex.. Nvm. Least everything is fine now. =))


And so, we sat bus 22 back to Tampines. I was too tired that i feel asleep lying on him. =p He's as comfy as usual. He's super SUPER CUTE sia!!!! I sleep till i fall off his chest den he form a "pillow-kind" with his arm by holding onto the front handle. XD It's really super like pillow!


Well~ Maybe cos his arm is strong? =p


I LIKE! LOL!!!!


It was so nice being able to spend some personal time with him again. =) Looking forward to spending even more time with him next week during his school holidays!! Heex..

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 10:17 PM

Monday, September 6, 2010
my journey

Tired


Party on friday was good~! =) Had fun! Cause tt day was the most seh i've ever gotten. But i'm not close to drunk yet la. =p heex.. tt last drink, graveyard, made me tt way. It's super BITTER to drink. ARGH~~~!!! Disgusting!


Thinking that adding water to dilute it would be a good solution. But the taste got WORSE! Crap! ==


Dancefloor was super crowded as usual in Phuture. 1st time entering Phuture. It was SUPER small. Wth~ In addition, music in Zouk on Fri sucks BIG time hence everybody squeezed to Phuture. WORST!


Me and darling cousin was being squeezed out twice. == Each time we were being squeezed out, we go to Zouk bar for drinks. After the 2nd time, we didnt bother to return anymore n just stay at the bar. LOL~ We had a super wide variety of alcohols on tt day sia! XD tt explains the dirrhoea we had the next day!


We had mixers, bit of hard liquors, white wine and black beer. WOOT~ NICE! Tt explains my seh-ness. Thanks to that, i discocered a side that i didnt noe i had. XD


On whole it was super fun! =) I hope this kind of gatherings would go on and never die out. It's great to have all your besties together to chillax in the clubs and have fun without bothering anyting.


Just go ahead and do what we wanna, dance, drink, gals, guys... Whatever it is, we dun care. All remains in the club. Some of us may have a different sides when they get into the club but as long as they are able to revert back to their original sides when they are out. It's no problem. =)


Oh OH! And i had a discovery that nite! Not only i discovered the side that i didnt noe i had, i oso experience that effects of how alcohols can make one super high. In the past, i dun give a damn to drinking alcohols before i danced. Now, i think i would have to change my perception. =p


ADIEU~!

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 3:08 PM

Thursday, September 2, 2010
my journey

Party


Time to party~! 2mr~ =) -excited excited-

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 9:25 PM

Wednesday, September 1, 2010
my journey

Prayers


I pray for the day you would leave her come soon so that all the hurtings would stop for you.. And only you.. =/

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♥ ♥ ♥that girl called jan♥ ♥ ♥ 7:58 PM