Friday, November 19, 2010
my journey
Un-complicated
All is over. Yes. O-V-E-R.
"i've un-compliacte you" He still knows that he's the only one with the authority to un-complicate me.
He did it. In a harsh and hard way. No more baby. No more nei. No more meow. Just elvis.
It hurts. So much within. But i'm not crying. I wonder why. Guess i've been numbed. But it hurts so much just to breathe now. I miss him even more now.
Why? Why are you so sweet to me only at the last moment of this whole relationship. Whole of 3 years. It's been so long. So long i've heard your sweet whisperings. I admitted i was soften when i see your sweet words, but... What's got to come, ultimately has to come.
You brought that matter up, and we ended it. Guess this really is a happy ending for both of us?
Is it? Or is it not? =/
There's still love between us. Much more left. But we just got to let it go. Get it packed. And keep into our little hearts..
Whatever it is, i just hope you'll be fine. Whenever you aren't, don't worry, I'll be there for you. Just a word from you, i'll be there. Don't be afraid to fall back as i'll be there to catch you when you fall.
I meant every word i said. When you've grown to be a changed man, come back and look for me. Maybe we'll be able to change our ending..
This is the last time tillt then i'll be saying this..
I love you. I really do.
Goodbye, my love, my sweetheart.

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